

The pain of love, 2 I feel her blood slowly stop pumping; a few words leave my lips as I stare in shock even though I felt that this was coming. The words are “I love you now and always” Even though I know she can’t hear my words it gives me comfort to say them. I can smell her sweet blood everywhere. I start to remember all the good times we had, and for some reason I can’t remember the bad. I slowly stand and gently push her off my body. Her body is cold now but I can’t remember when it was really that warm. Absently my hand grabs the bloodyThe pain of love, 2


the pain of loveI watch her undress, through the silky screen. The candle light playing with her shadow, enchanting it in a beautifull way. She said she had a surprise for me. Today was to be my day. I lay on the bad watching her, she moves like she is in a dance. A sort of suductive trance as she walks to the bed. Her hair is flowing across her shoulders like a deathly black shroud; the candle light gives her near perfect body an even more perfect illusion. She crouches near me kisses my forehead. As her eyes meet mine i notice that there are pitch black and she pulls back stabingthe pain of love


endingShut up,ending
To the voices in my head, Some body silence them, Make them go away.
Be quite, To the laughter, Somebody help me, Make them stop,
I will silence them, With a friend,
It will be easy, Make it painless.
This is so easy, My friend showed it to me, Just hold it steady, Make this easy,
The cold steel touches me, I feel the weight on my head, The click sounds, Make me better.


SecretsThe night air is cold, as i hang outside, watching for my prey, waiting with a toy to play,Secrets
I hear it near, it is not far, i lower my toy, he sees it,
Cautionly he nears, not knowing what, with a flick, and a twist,
My prey is caught, and slightly struggles, till he slacks, and turns cold.
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Don't do anything you regret and don't regret anything you do.
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For your sake I hope heaven and hell are really there, but I wouldn't hold my breath. -Modest Mouse
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For your sake I hope heaven and hell are really there, but I wouldn't hold my breath. -Modest Mouse
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For your sake I hope heaven and hell are really there, but I wouldn't hold my breath. -Modest Mouse
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Maria
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